28 8 / 2014

Anonymous said: Try looking back at happy things! Maybe old, sweet fluff stories or animal pictures or funny text posts...

I’ll try. I’m usually okay. It gets to be too much sometimes, though. I feel better physically now, so the big panicking is over… Sorry to worry you XP

27 8 / 2014

And I will wait for you tonight
You’re here forever and you’re by my side
I’ve been waiting all my life
To feel your heart as it’s keeping time
We’ll do whatever just to stay alive

(Source: alexithymiadaily, via owlmylove)

27 8 / 2014

Holy crap I blew my nose so hard is started bleeding oh no oh noh no

27 8 / 2014

I can feel my heartbeat. It’s slower than usual. And way more forced feeling.

27 8 / 2014

Anonymous said: But there's always an opportunity to train/better yourself. Some people just take longer to decide on paths than others, and that's perfectly okay. It may seem like the world's hanging up on you, but keep in mind that your destiny is ultimately yours to control.

Thanks anon. I am trying. I just know I’ll never be able to match the people who have been set on their paths since they were young. And that’s where I want to be. But I just feel like it’s too late… Like I can’t get there in time.

27 8 / 2014

Anonymous said: I'm worried about you

I’m worried about me too anon. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what I want. I can’t even answer “What do you want to be when you grow up?” anymore. I am grown up. There’s no time to go back and train or learn or fight. I’m just. Stuck.

27 8 / 2014

I do not know what I am doing.

I do not know what I am doing.

27 8 / 2014

*draws symbolic art instead of addressing feelings*

26 8 / 2014

omgitsthejessinator:

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(via coatyl-pasta)

26 8 / 2014

I want my hair to be short and fluffy like how guys do it like how do you get it to be fluffy like that. My hair is just too limp and straight.